Alone, not Lonely.

Shame, Guilt, Resentment, Anger, Hate, etc. is how Ego keeps one depressed, unable to move forward for all Ego does is rewind the Past. Only God knows the future, you just forgot, which explains how Ego is able to trick you into believing your Future will look like your Past. Ego refuses to allow you to let go of the Past for that is how it covers up the Present moment convincing you the Future will be the same as the Past.  

Anxiety, Worry, Panic, Stress, etc. is how Ego keeps you imprisoned in Fear as its slave. The insane part is because Ego is thought to be needed for protection, you come to its defense (i,e., "Well, I have to protect myself, it's a crazy world out there!") From who/what?!? Clearly you've forgotten "If God is for us, who ever can be against us?" 

You've forgotten God is in control at all times and He knows better than you, what's better for you. You know this when you accept reality for what it is and place it in God's hands no longer concerned about what the Future looks like. Because God holds the Future in His hands there is never a need for Worry, Doubt, Anxiety, etc. Allow the Holy Spirit to remind you to not use your life situation(s) as a guide for where you think your life should be. "Live by Faith not by sight" spares unnecessary Pain and Suffering for you are not the one in control here.  

Ego uses Fear to isolate, which causes tension and conflict. Isolation is the easiest form of weakness which is why Ego causes conflict to maintain separation for "Where two or three gather in My name, there I am also" and Ego can't have that, no Sir! This is where suicidal thoughts come in to play for we (humans) are not meant to live alone and would rather end it than continue in "Hell." Fear is Ego's best and only weapon yet it's disarmed the moment you remember "Fear not, for I am with you, do not be dismayed, for I am your God." 

Experience the Peace of God for there is none like it! How? Be still. For then and only then will you know because of who God is, you're never alone. Peace