It's up to you!

When God created Man, He created him in His image. Meaning the will/power to choose creates your HELL and your HEAVEN. Only when you have surrendered is when you either choose to continue to make a living Hell for yourself by Ego running ish or you put it all down and choose Peace.

There is only one Peace and that's experienced only in Heaven. When you're in one accord with God, by letting go and being grateful for the gift of Life (no matter how grim your circumstance) is when you will have Peace and so be in Heaven. 

You don't have to wait until you die to experience Heaven. It's not some far away place up in the sky. Heaven is right here, right now in the moment of Gratitude and Love. It's acknowledging I am not a threat to my brother and so he is not a threat to me. If you can see your brothers Ego it's because it's looking at yours.

Only the Holy Spirit can show you Himself in your brother, despite all the disguises. Because your brother doesn't remember who he is or who's he is, and you do, you will recognize his attack as a cry for help. Inappropriate behavior (disrespecting yourself or others) is the body listening to the mind held hostage by Ego because Ego knows nothing about Love or Respect. 

Do not try to defend Ego by believing it's there to protect you. Ego's sole purpose is to destroy your life so it can continue to exist. It's up to you - you either create your Heaven or Ego will continue to ruin your life - it's done a pretty damn good job so far, wouldn't you say??? Peace.