You get what you pay for!

You have forgotten who you are and so placed your Faith in Ego whom you believe is for your protection. Operating from Fear, Ego's perspective on anything will always be negative at first but to confuse you, Ego convinced you its only looking out for you. Because Ego knows nothing about the Future, only God does, it projects what it sees and because it operates from Fear, the outcome is never good!

Because you forgot Who God is, the One always in control, you take matters into your own hands and fall apart when things don't go your way. Joy and Peace come from "Thy will be done," Pain and Suffering come from my will be done! This explains your incessant drive in search of what you'll never find in this world because nothing of value is worldly for anything worth having is of God. It's worth comes from its timelessness, it's pricelessness. Because it's of God, no one can take it from you. Because it's of God there is no need to take from another for each has its own and it's the same across the board, it's called Love (the Power of God.) Try it out, it hasn't failed yet!

Allow the Holy Spirit to show you all of what you've given meaning now, is the very thing(s) that will cause you suffering later for "Thou shall have no other gods before me." You don't have to wait until crisis hits for you accept that fact for it's True whether you believe it or not.  You can safe yourself the time Ego demands from you now, as well as the regret he will leave with you then. Understand and know what God offers through guidance of the Holy Spirit, Silence/Peace, is priceless. The only way to have it is to be it for then, and only then, will you know it for yourself because you've experienced it for yourself.  Here is what you must know and  share, because it's of God, you can't buy it for all the money in the world.  Because it's of God, it doesn't cost a thing, in fact you already have it - look within, it will always be right there for that's exactly where God placed it, you just forgot. Peace